Fighting with the 'rents

Hey,

Don't you just love it when you get into a fight with your parents?  I sure as hell do.  It makes me oh so happy!

No it is one of the worst feelings in the world to get into an argument.  I absolutely hate it.  It just makes me so angry at myself and makes me feel stupid.  I need an outlet to talk about this where no family can see it.  I'm sick and tired of me saying something that could be bad and my whole family hears about it because no one can keep their mouths shut.  I'm just in an angry mood. GAH!

My family is going through a rough time and I understand that.  My mom is under a lot of stress and I didn't want to burden her with talking about my loan for college.  I decided to stay quiet and wait until she was ready.  I thought this was a good idea, but I guess to her it was the wrong thing.  To her, I should have drawn up a plan and she said I had done this last year when in reality it was her and my dad who came up with the plan.  I'm just so frustrated and tired with her thinking I did all this stuff.  I just want it all to be over with.  I'm just done.  I'm sorry I didn't know you wanted me to make a plan.  Maybe say something to me if you want me to do that?  I think that makes sense.  Whatever.  I just don't like arguing with them.  I hope this all gets resolved and I can stop feeling so angry. ugh.