Fighting with the 'rents

Hey,

Don't you just love it when you get into a fight with your parents?  I sure as hell do.  It makes me oh so happy!

No it is one of the worst feelings in the world to get into an argument.  I absolutely hate it.  It just makes me so angry at myself and makes me feel stupid.  I need an outlet to talk about this where no family can see it.  I'm sick and tired of me saying something that could be bad and my whole family hears about it because no one can keep their mouths shut.  I'm just in an angry mood. GAH!

My family is going through a rough time and I understand that.  My mom is under a lot of stress and I didn't want to burden her with talking about my loan for college.  I decided to stay quiet and wait until she was ready.  I thought this was a good idea, but I guess to her it was the wrong thing.  To her, I should have drawn up a plan and she said I had done this last year when in reality it was her and my dad who came up with the plan.  I'm just so frustrated and tired with her thinking I did all this stuff.  I just want it all to be over with.  I'm just done.  I'm sorry I didn't know you wanted me to make a plan.  Maybe say something to me if you want me to do that?  I think that makes sense.  Whatever.  I just don't like arguing with them.  I hope this all gets resolved and I can stop feeling so angry. ugh.

Hi!!!

So my sister made a blog and I realized that after I read hers, I have a lot to talk about.  I am a very opinionated person and since I've come to college, I feel like that voice has been lost in the 45,000 + college population.  I want someone to hear my voice and see if they agree.  Even if you don't like what I say, understand that it is my opinion and it doesn't make me right or wrong.

This blog is just going to be about everything that goes on in my life.  If you cant tell from the title, I'm Jewish, and a proud Jew at that.  Growing up, I felt isolated sometimes because I grew up in a prominently Christian town.  They are nice to recognize the Jews in town on Hanukkah because they put up a huge menorah on our main road.  However, that was pretty much it.  I always had to take off from school for the Jewish religious holidays, while we all had Christmas and Easter break (they changed them to winter and spring break, but we all knew what they were for.)  After I graduated high school, they did decide to take off for the Jewish holidays, which makes me very happy, but I just wish it had happened sooner.  I feel it is important for us Jews to have a voice, since we are getting beat down from all sides.  I am a Sociology major with a Jewish Studies minor and one of my classes is really showing me how bad the conflict really is in Israel.  I will talk about it in another blog because I am a Junior in college and I have crap loads of work to do!

So I hope you will enjoy the spontaneous and random blog posts that I will be putting up.  They will be about anything that matters to me.


If you don't like what I have to say, please don't be rude and say hurtful things.  That is just being childish.  You can disagree with me, but you don't have to be hateful about it.  Thanks! :)